Hello Again,
  It's been a long time since 2012, a long time since I was 19. A lot has changed.... where to start, where to begin. It brings me sadness and joy to look back on this site. I had such dreams of becoming a blogger. My tumblr is still up and running though.

  I can say I am no longer that same girl I once was on here. My life changed. My mother, brother passed away so suddenly, so close together. It changes a person, death. I was strong. That's a point in my life that is now long gone, it's only but a memory now. The people, family, I know now will never know them or know our life together. My face is tear stained just to write it out.

  When I say family, I mean I got married! I have in-laws. It's not the same as your own family but it's people. People miles away, because I moved in the last two years to another state in the North. I may have moved but my home is still there and will be forever.

I must go now. I work in half and hour and I am not ready or dressed.
I'm learning to accept the life I have.

time passes by fast

Wow I had to make a blog on this site again for college and decided to look back on this blog. It's been a long time, I should have kept this one up because I can now see what I did with my life and how things have changed. Really the graphics are still pretty awesome on here. I talk to my friend lots more then I used to its really great but I don't talk to the person who got me into this site anymore. A lot has changed since 2009, high school and all that. Well I have a new blog now it's on Tumblr and the one on Blogspot I made for class. I think I'll always be a blogger in my heart really. So until next time and whoever comes across this little place of memories. :)

coming back?

okay so I haven't been here In a long time which is my fault because I got bored of coming because
1. Nobody comes to my site because well it's new and I know that
2. I am not a good writer (papers, spellings etc.)

Now I have come back because I want to be a blogger like Julie Powell from Julie and Julia. Not write about cooking though, because I don't really like to do that, but I do love french stuff. Also I came back to be a blogger like Betty from Ugly Betty, even though this is her last season she is an inspiration to blog. Not really sure about what yet but all get there and improve my writing along the way (maybe, not so sure).

And the last thing is I want to post pictures on here again even though I have a site for that already. But still maybe just post a few here and there.

come see the world

so I'm posting again but I still don't know if anyone looks at this. But I don't really care becuz I think that sites take longer to get people to come to them. So I guess I will just have to wait. Anyways I'm going to post becuz it's something I like to do.

"Let the rain fall down and wake my dreams, let it wash away my sanity, 'cause I wanna feel the thunder, I wanna scream, let the rain fall down I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean."- Hillary Duff

"One of the obvious facts about grown-ups is that they have forgotten what it is like to be a child."

And it's you when I look in the mirror And it's you when I don't pick up the phone

Beggin, beggin you
Put your loving hand out, baby
Beggin, beggin you
Put your loving hand out darlin

true loves kiss the most powerful thing in the world

The was I see it,

"Dare to dream - don't be afraid to aim for the highest peak... it is there we see all that is possible.... all there is to hope for - dare to dream."

Dani. Come on.
Please don't be sad for me...
The witches are dead.
My soul's finally free.
You freed me, Dani. thank you...
I shall always be with you.

If I had only one friend left, I'd want it to be you.

I'll leave when the wind blows. I'll be outside of your window.
I'll pass by but I'll go slow. I'll leave when the wind blows.

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

You know you love somebody when you
want them to be happy. even if their happiness
means that you aren't a part of it.

Will you think that you`re all alone
When no one`s there to hold your hand?
and all u know seems so far away and everything is temporary rest your head
I`m permanent

so i'm posting again but nobody i think has come to my page since my site doesn't have comments maybe i should change my layout, I just did right before sending this out. another thing my bloggy people have not update so that sucks. people i followed you so i could read what you post not wait around for a post to come. anyways i'm going to post something.



i really missed you tonight. i miss talking to you. i miss knowing that you get me, and every time i talk to someone else, it just reminds me of how much they don't.


knowing is better than wondering, waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure beats the hell out of never trying. - grey's anatomy